Phase One Begins Tomorrow!! (OMG!)

Tomorrow night begins the start of what will probably be the longest, most stressful month I've ever had. After I get out of work, Bill, Allie and I are heading to Peabody to drop Allie off with my parents and then Bill and I are starting the long drive (14 hours if we hit no traffic) to Myrtle Beach to move Bill and get him settled so he can start his new job with Horry County on the 23rd. He's packing as I type this and he has a long way to go. He waited until the last minute...again, and now he doesn't know what to bring or where to begin. I'm hoping he can pack enough that we can fill up the Mazda and move a full car load with us so that is a few less things I have to worry about in the coming weeks. Because honestly, every time I think about it, there's one more thing I need to do before Allie and I leave on June 17th. I keep getting intense headaches above my eyes which leads me to think I should see the eye doctor since I haven't in 8 years and I probably need new glasses. I want to see my dentist before I go for one last cleaning and this is just selfish but I want to get my hair done because it's been a while and I want it to look nice before I move. But between still working full time up until we leave, being on my own with Allie, and worrying about how Bill's doing (I know he's very nervous about being away from us, especially the baby), I don't know if I can do it! I am going to be in MB with him until Friday night when I fly back, and while I am down there I have a job interview, and we are going to look at a few apartments and hopefully sign a lease so we have a new place waiting for us when Allie and I move. If all works out ::fingers crossed:: we will be able to sign a short term lease so we can look at buying a house and do it sooner rather than later. But we will see. Most weighing on my mind right now is finding myself a job and finding Allie a good quality daycare.

So that's where we're at. It's really happening! No turning back now. Bill is going to start next Monday and I know he will do great. I know I will finish up everything I need to at work and be ready to go when the time comes. Packing will somehow get done even though I hate it and if it were up to me I would throw everything into boxes randomly and hope for the best. I've been told to come up with a better system though so we shall see. Right now I just need to try to keep my stress level down and my spirits up because a new chapter is beginning and I can't wait to see where it goes...